Silent tears fall down my red cheeks. I haven’t felt so down in a long time. My heart hurt, bad thoughts flying in my mind.
Holding my pillow as tightly as I could, I tried to calm down. I couldn’t though. What had been said had hurt me to much already. Those words could never leave my head.
I felt like I was crazy with those words. I felt worse then I ever had before. I felt like if I took more then what I should, no one would miss me.
“Babe?” I hear a low accent come into the room. I look up to see the obe person I could really trust.
I didn’t speak, afriad if I did, a dam would break.
He comes to sit by me on the bed, holding me to his chest. “Whatever it is Love, you can get through it. I wi help you.” His quiet words caress my ears.
Leaning into his warm body, I let my tears go. I know he wouldn’t judge me. I know he would love me for me.
At that moment in time, that’s all I needed.